I never write anymore.
I haven't listened to music outside of my car in like a month.
I dyed my hair dark brown.
I finally graduated.
I'm going insane in exponential amounts.

There's an update for you.

i don't know which is a copy of which but

after playing trauma center on wii all last fall from a rented video game
and then finding out that i can play the same game more or less FOR FREE on adultswim.com with just a different name

makes me so happy.

amateur surgeon is more my style anyway so i don't have to deal with anime characters and instead deal with a pizza delivery boy cutting open hillbillies stomaches with PIZZA CUTTERS and restoring a heartbeat with a wine opener is so much more my idea of white trash fun.

staying home just got that much better.
and having to budget my money just got that much easier.

summer will be cool.
i will be graduating at the end of the summer because of transfer restrictions for those who don't know

otherwise come september i'll be back in nj and looking for a job in environmental law/ planning until fall 2009 when i return to grad school/law school whichever i decide. soooooooo uh, if you know anyone, hook me up.

life is good.

i miss people but september is so close.
my best friend is about to have the time of her life in LA and i'm so excited for her
hopefully i'll be able to visit her at some point.

i don't know which is worse

to feel nostalgia and miss the times that were

or

to worry that you will never be that fulfilled again?

i'm really having a tough time figuring out what i'm going to do about the upcoming election. it's really troubling me that i can't 100% stand behind either democratic candidate. i've read a lot of literature written by both candidates and consistently have been paying attention but i'm still stuck. what bothers me more, is that i seem to be the only person in my peer subset that doesn't know where they stand. i have a few issues i feel very strongly about, and for those - the pros and cons are really in tie.

i feel so shitty, for something that isn't even my fault.

isn't that the worst?!

stress builds and academia greatly suffers

( these are things i want )

one more reason to love the uk.

new goal in life. update more.
positive things are just as important as negative ones.
and just because i was used to writing entries that were relatively negative
doesn't mean i have to stop just because i have some things to look forward to

in other news since november, 2007:
-i'm really getting into freaks and geeks, i never watched it when it was actually on television even though people were trying to get me into it, and like most other things i regret not checking it out earlier.
- am writing a rant column in my friend's zine words and pictures
- finally have a clean apartment
- hope to be graduating soon, followed by another hope of getting into grad school

aaaaaaaaaaaaaand that's about it.

life is good. brad will be in charleston in 6 hrs and we are going to have a movie weekend before he starts his new job. woooooooooohoooooo.

oh yeah, and my professor totally is helping me out. i finally finished that god awful paper which i ended up actually enjoying. and am on the way to being the caliber student i used to be.

not that i ever really questioned it, but i am begining to realize just how much in love i really am. its so weird to think that you can't physically imagine being without a certain person. sure i was late on the ball in life in general but i can't even begin to describe what it feels like to find a counterpart you are that connected to. i look forward tonow more than ever when i graduate and come back home to nj. being home for break felt so good and I want that feeling to say.

while home i got to see everyone i needed to besides rob :(

i hope to visit boston and jenn again soon since we definitely remembered just how crazy and awesome we are when were together. of course there was the inclusion of a crazy jose tejas trip.

im happy with where im at right now
but i dont want to jinx myself
i just know at this point everyone in my life
is literally essential to my smiling survival

life is good
school is hard
but i can do it

that's all I really need to say
I'm sans Internet until I can cough up 400 dollars
until then its lj coverage from my iPhone

which btw rules

my roommate just informed me that my arms are abnormal.
and that they don't straighten correctly

is this true?
how are arms supposed to stretch correctly?
has anyone noticed this before?

IM SO FREAKING OUT.

bummmmmmmmeed

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.....

no wire hangers.

remember that day i saw cursive and i wanted to die?


today some girl sent me photos from the show to my myspace account.
and...


she sent a few others but that one wins.

i still fucking love cursive and timmy kasher.

friends only.